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Shades of Lucidity

Shades of Lucidity Roots buried in time foundations of melancholy Death will surrender to the morbid cycle of leaves. Falling singularly into destruction and out of the psyche Severing life allowing disease by the massacre of teeth that consume away. Slower memories fade count the rings the stump. The corpse non-removable proof. Of what was once called love? Jess

Recycle by thefourthwinds, literature

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Recycle

Recycle What is this shit that grows within? It burns, in an aged proverbial way. I'm tired Yet, I'm young in the bodily sense. Perhaps some people Were never meant To be conceived. They decay because They were born devoid of a soul Yet retain human emotion. Medication, They pile prescriptions In front of me. Better, they say… Improved is an opinion. There seems to be nothing Left for me. Not an essence Or a lending hand. How could one love The soul less? The genetic eccentric, Of which problems hemorrhage. I am so tired…. So…..so very tired.

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Old Friend

Old Friend If I breathe will you dissipate? Regardless of actions Consciousness consumed by whispers Devouring memories and replicating the cynical I abuse the medication not because I want to only because you command it of me. Years are being consumed by our warfare of bad blood. And time has made it clear It is not a theory to fuck with. I became the demon, a oblivious fiend that was demanded completely, complex, and irrational I have devoured the darkness and suffer alone.

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. Hiding From Reality . by Hokus-Fokus, literature

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. Hiding From Reality .

Drunk with words I know are a lie, But so naive I'll treat it like a lullaby. & with that I'll fall into a sleep so deep, A never ending slumber is what I want to keep. Filled with dreams that numb the pain. Dreams that allow me to cry out his name. You loved me forever and forever is over. And reality comes back as I begin to sober. Intoxicate me, I beg you please! I'll cry and scream even get on my knees! I need this fantasy to continue on... But reality is that your love is gone. My paradise vanished so long ago. I scream for my sanity but it will only echo. My voice rings out, loud and clear. But it wasn't my sanity that I

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May 23
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Deviant for 17 years

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thefourthwinds

Jul 23, 2018

I haven't been on here in years. To be honest I don't like looking at these things I tried to create. All of it was from a very dark time in my life that I'd like to forget. I don't create really anymore unless you consider making maps and writing pl...

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thefourthwinds

Aug 15, 2010

Ink

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I seem to be enjoying actually spilling real ink onto paper, but not in the form of a journal, but a collection of my obscure thought process. Seems to be re-leaving.  It seems this helps with anxiety or what ever you want to call it. Because the medications do not.

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thefourthwinds

Jul 18, 2010

I need photoshop and the rest, again

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I don't have Adobe Creative Suite anymore, now I can't make art, and I can't afford it. Hip, hip, meh godf*ckingdamnit. Hmm, now accepting donations. ;) lol jk